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My Last Relapse: Addiction Recovery & Sobriety Stories

Hosted by Matthew Handy

My Last Relapse is the addiction recovery podcast that says out loud what you’ve been secretly thinking about addiction, relapse, and recovery.Matt Handy-—who lived through two decades of heroin addiction, homelessness, and prison—cuts through the lies and fear-mongering that dominate traditional recovery programs. This isn’t about war stories or your worst relapse moments. It’s about the future—your future—without rigid rules, unrealistic expectations, or being told you don’t belong.This is real conversations about relapse, addiction, treatment, rehab, recovery programs, meetings, self-help, and the stigma that keeps people stuck. For anyone who feels burned out, left out, or cast out by traditional approaches, Matt and his guests offer radical honesty, practical insights about sobriety, and a new way forward.Whether you’re battling substance use, struggling with sobriety, navigating withdrawal, dealing with cravings, or just tired of going through the motions, My L

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Recent Episodes

43 episodes total
Life After Getting Cut Off by My Parents, Building a Pharmacy Empire & Battling the PBMs
Jun 20, 2026 ⏱ 2:21:14
Life After Graduating High School at 16, Selling Coke in Strip Clubs, and 2 Dead Boyfriends
Jun 13, 2026 ⏱ 2:25:48
Life After Abu Ghraib, an HPD Officer's Knee on My Neck and Losing My Sheriff's Badge
Jun 6, 2026 ⏱ 1:24:08
Life After Marrying for Bricks of Cocaine, Smoking Meth On My Way to a C-Section & Being Homeless With 2 Toddlers
May 30, 2026 ⏱ 2:05:07
Judge Juli Mathew: How the Juvenile Mental Health Court She Built Hit an 85% Success Rate
May 23, 2026 ⏱ 1:44:13
Life After Dying 4x, Getting Fired While on a Ventilator, & Still Being Suicidal at 18 Yrs Sober
May 16, 2026 ⏱ 1:31:41
Life After Dating Alley Cats, Marrying & Divorcing a Cheater, and 14 Years Married to an Autistic Cop
May 9, 2026 ⏱ 1:38:00
Life After Getting Caught With 5 Kilos of cocaine & 6 Felony Arrests in 2 Years
May 2, 2026 ⏱ 2:00:57
Life After Getting Shot, Stabbed, Detoxing Off K2 & The Choice I Made To Avoid 99 Yrs in Prison
Apr 25, 2026 ⏱ 2:10:02
Life After Getting Kicked Out of the SEALs, OD'ing on Fentanyl & Trying to Commit Suicide by Volcano
Apr 18, 2026 ⏱ 1:08:45

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